This isn’t the life you prayed for.

The one you pictured. The one you planned.

Now you’re left with questions—deep ones.

Where is God in this pain?

Why didn’t He intervene?

And what do you do with a faith that feels fractured?

You’re not alone.

And this is not the end of your story.

This Isn’t the Life I Prayed For is a 15-week Bible study through the book of Job, written for anyone walking through seasons of suffering, loss, or disappointment.

With honesty, hope, and deep reverence for Scripture, author Tami Nantz invites you to slow down, wrestle through hard questions, and discover the character of a God who is still good—even here.

Inside you'll find:

• Weekly reading guides and study questions

• Scripture passages quoted from the King James Version

• Thoughtful reflections and journaling space

• Encouragement to anchor your hope in Christ, not in outcomes

Whether you’re grieving loss, wrestling with unanswered prayers, or simply weary from the weight of life, this study will remind you:

Jesus sees. He stays. He still speaks.

And He is your hope for the hardest chapters.

“Tami doesn’t write from the mountaintop; she writes from the trenches—right where you and I often find ourselves.”

—Andy Andrews, New York Times bestselling author of The Traveler’s Gift